I still feel like I'm neglecting my DA account, but forgive me; I still don't have anything worthy of submitting.

I am suffering from a serious case of Artistic Ability Block; I cannot come up with anything even remotely inspiring. I haven't touched the fanfictions in ages, and all my artwork is (obviously) lacking. I'm chalking it up to lack on energy and motivation.

I've been feeling like a complete zombie lately; just so drained and emptied... ready to just break off and decompose someplace. I am stressed out because of school. I'm too stupid to make it into college; I'm going to graduate from High School, continue working for the bank for the rest of my life, and go absolutely nowhere with myself. I offer no good qualities to pass to a college community; I'm a complete dunderhead when it comes to math or complicated sciences (like physics)... I have yet to have learned anything from any of my teachers this year. It's almost like a punishment.

I hate feeling like I'm going nowhere with my life. I hate it.

Since I mentioned "working for the bank for the rest of my life," I'm obviously still working for Greenlink. As of the 27th of this month, I'll have been working there for 5 months. I have yet to be approached for a permanent position. Staci had said not to expect anything too soon, and I guess she was right.

Chris and I are still together. Friday will be three months. It's been the longest, but most wonderful, three months of my life, and I'm eagerly awaiting many more months like them.

I got my copy of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, but I've yet to watch it. I wish I had the time.

And even as I say that I wish I had the time, I'm late. Off to work I go.

Missing the ones who live so far away.
(You both know who you are.)